"I need to go back to New York + gett my butt back into dance class." is a 28-page zine I made the first week of August 2017 after arriving home from a two-month road trip and before leaping into a new season of life.  This zine CTRL-F's my personal handwritten notebooks, making poems out of the obsessions of my mind.  "I need to go back..." explores my burning desire and paralyzing fear to return to New York, a place I exalt and despise.  
 
A sequel to "WALK IN, DANCE OUT," this zine is about my fear of failure, of facing my dream in the face and having to fiture out what comes after one of us looks away and the staring contest ends.